Discerning Choices Moment To Moment

By PABATAI 時間 Tony Searl

The Wholeness of Who 

You Really Are

never changes, 

never breaks.


Who Am I?

Beyond the fractured feelings?

Beyond the sad sack misery moaners? 

Beyond the so called relative "all"?

Beyond the so called society of a superficial "all"? 

Beyond the so called "healed" life you choose? 

Is there more beyond The Seen? 

Beyond routine, ritual, rhyme or reason? 

Beyond The Accepted Story of What You Have Been Sold and Told since birth? 

Beyond societal conditioning? 


Dive freely deeper, if you dare...

Go Down, Rise Up, if you really have The Courage... 

Realize, when ready, and NOT before... 

The One Common Essential Core (in all) 

The Real (in all)

Easy, Simple, Common (in all) 

Whole, (in all) 

An Ever Shining Total Human Pilot Light, (in all) 


What is In All? 

That Spark, 

That Flame, 

That Eternal Inner Light?

Yes, once known, there is NO going back... 

Who Am I? 

Beyond Imposed Terms & Inherited Conditions? 

Beyond The Busy Beaver Doing?

Beyond healing, shame and grief? 

Beyond The Obvious; convoluted, compare, compete? 

Beyond change and choice and churlish childish green grasses?

Beyond the smaller BS stories? (you may still believe...) 

Beyond Inner Child Reclamation "work"? (you have been doing for eons...) 

Beyond mere Mind Attached or New Cage Shadow Work. 

Ewe No The Drill, you've DONE them all!!! 

work work work DOING so so much...

healer after healer after dealer... 

yet crisis continues...

try hard some MORE new stuff... 

spiritual, new age, cards n crystals, 

religion, shamans, yoga cults n bong on, 

Zen Out Om High more stoner meditations, 

then even more doctored drugs screaming screens and go pros... 

You Have Invested a Relative Million... 

Tried Ever So Hard To Remain Mind Fully Attached, aware, alert, even a laughing Presence? ffs... 

yet more crisis more drama more stress continues... WTF?

bounce from crisis to crisis partner to partner job to job

yet even more sad sack wasted misery?

check out The Holy Dazes, The Vague Cation, The Annual Leaves, The Cock Tails, The Stress Relief?

surely that spaced out, off routine, band aid hamster wheels 

that special holiday time away will fix it... 

fix me... 

butt it simply fucket alls 

so back to a boring dead end job, pays the bills so I can Pay The Man, tack sez... wow! so fun! 

so mind attached 

"you are doing grate" 

"such a fine societal specimen" 

"please, continue, 

we need you placid and paddocked and in states of crisis panic, 

attached to NLP thought control right hear on Our TV...

retired, fixed tight, Inn Come, drink UP! 

social BS butter flies in The Club of God's Moaning Groaning Weighting Room... 

Living The Dream... hahahahah 

Really? 

(so we are told and sold and kept in out Little Boxed Retiring Places...) 

Who Am I? 

Really... 

keep running The Deep Grooved On Repeat Record Societal Scripts... 

You keep showing up To Do The Good...

Healing, Dealing, You've DONE it all... go conk her That Mount Tain... you social climber ewe... 


You are a multi modality Healing Super Star... You Have Done It All! 


Jung, Bessel Body Keeps The Score, attuned tarot, empath HSP, angels empath, attachment, enabling, 

ascension energy psychology, cutting edge therapies 101, new age new cage core values, boundaries 

yadda yadda yadda

You Really Have Done It All...

I Hear Ewe, I Believe Ewe, I See Ewe Barb Barb Ra Anne... 

Go Ewe, a relative super kid clean cleared healer extraordinaire... but still The Crisis... 

Gold Stars All Around... puh-leeeese... but still The Ritual addictions, yoga? meditation? zen dens? 

followed by even MORE rituals of lost in living and witching hours of self medication? 

The Mummy Conditioning, 

The Daddy Wounds, 

The Sibling Competition? (ewe know that boring inner child re parenting gig...) 


So where the fire truck is

Your Wholeness? still hiding

Your Totality? hiding still in plain sight

From Love NOT For Love... 

Who Am I? Really? 

There is No healing, there is no broken, there is No need to fix anything... 

YOU already are whole (called conception, called collision, called One Egg One Sperm) 

You already ARE One Creature in Creation (called The Big Bang... that you are The Result of...)

Stop trying so hard to win at something YOU already are... 

What is it with all that insecure competing? Trying so hard? To Be Good? Perfect? 

Be gloriously intentionally whole and humanely messy... 


Know who you are 

(simple, basic, common, connected, community, grounded One Creature in One Creation) 

Know what you don't want 

(flighty, floozy, serious, sullen, try hard fractured crisis ridden drunken doozies...) 

Know what you deserve 

(all those other lit from within joy full perfect humane ask wholes... who already are The Love) 

AND... a drum roll please

DON'T SETTLE FOR LESS! (Once Whole, Once Total, why sell your True Nature Out...? ffs) 


Once you have learned something (totally)

Once a qualified teacher points something out (wholly)

Once life shares lessons to pay attention to (absolutely) 

You can't go back

You can't unsee it

You can't unlearn it

Once Total and Whole and Be One Fully Inclusive Encompassed Circle... 

You can't return to what you already are...

You then share the over flow, you share the commune, you share all the best 

By Continuing to Pay Attention 

Being Astonished

and Telling About It... 

and Therefore Paying The Great Shift Forward

see how simple wholeness is... 

quack quack fellow mudda duckers

enjoy your moment to moment 

choices


LIGHT HEARTED 💕 LIFE’S SENSUALITY

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