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So Simple When We See Fire And Rain

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It hit hard like a cold shard of drugged street ice an anxious diamond valuable, sharp and loudly loosely precious Laughter, loud, wild crazy smiling antics facade, make up so limiting as A One Trick Shallow Pool Party Pony Knows... Vapid, vacant, listless Spring To A Sleeping Hypnotised Mind The School Yard Babies bullies, eye brow Tatts and pregnant paws of indulged unwanted roots The off Spring Burdens The parenting plan awry Go A Weigh, away, run, flirt, fuck, fool, flay gender positive patriarchy the friends washed clean Little Wons Hiding Inn Drunk Laughing wall paper cracks and possibly piss poor preparation To Let Blood and pus and tears and Truth wash away the pretence for presence. It was so simple Now It's Seen past tense I Am Not Safe With You I Am bounded buy The Shallow Face A piddle Puddle needed of shallow coming and more coming Home To A Deeper Space of  Expansive Love. The Inclusive Love of Tears and sadnes...

When Stars Go Blue

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Soft light Dancing, It is not just This Laughter  as Two Worlds Colliding, When Stars Go Blue. Let Me See, Taste, Know, Love, Feel, All Deeper Shades of You "Dancin' where the stars go blue Dancin' where the evening fell Dancin' in your wooden shoes In a wedding gown Dancin' out on 7th Street Dancin' through the underground Dancin' little marionette Are you happy now?   Where do you go when you're lonely Where do you go when you're blue Where do you go when you're lonely I'll follow you When the stars go blue   Laughing with your pretty mouth Laughing with your broken eyes Laughing with your lover's tongue In a lullaby Where do … Where do you go when you're lonely Where do you go when you're blue Where do you go when you're lonely I'll follow you When the Stars Go Blue"   Ryan Adams What adds more life to This Slow sensual flow; I was sitting, simply ...

Be The Trusted Safe Container

I feel alignment The Flow of Life. Like Water The Warmth of Life. Like Fire. The Freedom of Life. Like Air The Elements of Life. Like Earth. The Beauty and Love of Life The Aligned Elements Supporting and Reciprocating. Alignment is easy to sense when we trust The Safety Of The Self's (and then other's) Deep Container, We are received We are seen We are heard Exactly as We Are No Judgement No expectations No changes required No selling or up levelling or interuptions or secrets or drama We simply Be Long and It Feels Safe Feels Trusted To Be, to expose, to surrender, to express It All, to give and receive to share Deep Truth not with a latent curiosity, but a tender heart felt care, To communicate directly and share subtle energy, not fishing with baited hooks to force information but softly caring, (with awareness, humour, presence and wild wicked laughter...) not saving, or advising, or fixing, Just Simply Letting Each Bar...

Elementary Nature of Life

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MFSP   "Some people remind me of the simplest field flowers, hearts full of dew and with all the tints of celestial beauty reflected in their modest petals" A Nin   Victoria Place I do not love you as if you were a salt rose, or topaz or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.   Earth ~ Sky ~ Fire ~ Water     I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; So I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.   Ricardo Basoalto ...

Santa Delivers, Without Compromise.

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  Thank You Life, More Creative Adventures 2019

Moon Shine and Miracles.

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  This movie screened here on GEM TV yesterday afternoon It was The first time I had watched it   We met AS2 and a Christmas Tree Bell Rang Sweet.   Thank you mum, Agnes Searl 2 (AS2) A True Saviour At An Old Leap of Faith Many Moons Ago When I Felt Your Presence sitting gently and yet firmly on my left shoulder.   And yes dad,  A Military Presence arrived on that stormy night to prove it really is   "A Wonderful World"   Your favourite ever tune of Louis, Arm Strong and The song we chose to celebrate your wonderful life.     Thank You Christmas Earth Angel You Know Who You Are   Thank You Full Moon Magic. Vibrant Light Exquisite  

Time At Christmas

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At Christmas, time deepens. The Celtic imagination knew that time is eternity in disguise. They embraced the day as a sacred space. Christmas reminds us to glory in the simplicity and wonder of one day; it unveils the extraordinary that our hurried lives conceal and neglect. We have been given such immense possibilities. We desperately need to make clearances in our entangled lives to let our souls breathe. We must take care of ourselves and especially of our suffering broth ers and sisters. ©JOHN O'DONOHUE Excerpt from the unpublished collection of John O'Donohue "If we heal our old wounds of shame and unlovability we may no longer be able to take refuge in the unconscious trances of inflation and unworthiness that have accompanied us in close personal relationships, that narcissistic organization that each of us employs to one degree or another in our (often misguided) quest to stay safe and be seen, to receive some mirror back to our basic...

Roads

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A year from now we'll all be gone All our friends will move away And they're going to better places But our friends will be gone away Nothing is as it has been And I miss your face like Hell And I guess it's just as well But I miss your face like Hell Been talking 'bout the way things change And my family lives in a different state And if you don't know what to make of this Then we will not relate So if you don't know what to make of this Then we will not relate Rivers and roads Rivers and roads Rivers 'til I reach you Rivers and roads Oh rivers and roads Oh rivers 'til I reach you Rivers and roads Rivers and roads Rivers 'til I reach you Rivers and roads Rivers and roads Rivers 'til … I love them. I crave them. I seek them. I follow them. Let a new life happen to you, merge, The Head and The Heart A Road, A River We flow as Turning Points OUR TWIN SOLSTICE Born quietly from the deepest night~ “No o...

Ethics

synonyms: moral code, morals, morality , moral stand, moral principles, moral values, rights and wrongs, principles, ideals, creed , credo , ethos , rules of conduct, standards (of behaviour), virtues, dictates of conscience moral principles that govern a person's behaviour or the conducting of an activity. Thank you to our many ethical small local businesses. Christmas trading brings out the truth of who you are as ethical human Beings, firstly. So easy to purchase local, when ethics, and core aligned values lead. I feel blessed to Live in This Town.  

Golden Slippers

The Sky Reigned as One Certain Queen Poured scorn and fire and brimstone "Peasants, Let Them Eat Bread!" She said... From Her Special Ivory Tower. The Weigh, The Wake, The Was When Is Clear Of That Beauty Full Dark Sweet Sugary Heavily Seeded Cloud. The All Hail, The All Soaking, The All Conquering Yeah.Nah of a Dangerous Masquerade Ball. Half Masks, Half Lives Half Loves.  Half Truths wearing Secretive Golden Manipulative Slippers As A Pumpkin Coach Called Out From The Side, "See The Fall, Dark Knight Of This Sad Solstice Soul. A Mere Serving Lass Wrapped In Sharp Shards of cold icy diamonds, To See Now The Hot Burning Truth of This Sacred Divine and Holy Scared of Life Prostitute" We thank you Cauldron Tasty Witches Brew for the alchemy of Fallen Fear and Frothy Fluffy The Light and Toil and Trouble. The Autumn Coach Leaves Falls, at 12, True North suggests you're On It.

Dragon In The Woods

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Balls. To You.

So grateful for sincere traders, authentic locals, these wise life experienced folks, especially here at Christmas Time. Noy trying hard to sell, or sign up members or offer  "free" community service to build email lists for post Christmas spam. The shop keepers who really do care, the merchants who suggest with no hard sell, the trusted local business with no agenda and actually cross promote those who you or they may perceive as "competitors" Thankful for one shop owner today who had one style of what I wanted but suggested I check out his opposition across the road before I committed to purchase. Wow, that's cool, he could have tried hard sell, but he didn't. He was open and honest and I will make his store my first option for future purchases, He was not afraid of losing a sale, which he did, but he was being transparent with the request vis a vis the range and quality of the stock he specialises in. He didn't lie. When he could have. Th...

Unique NOT Special

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  Unique NOT Special Do not believe in your mind you are ever special That is ego. Yes, you are One of A Kind, Unique, You-nique Incomparable   Only Guru's who call them Selves Guru Are Special   The Self annointed pedastal The priveledge and indulged "The Separation, The Supreme, The Exhalted,   and The I Am... Better Than You Because I Am... Special"   Narcissists, Spoilt brats and bullies, Special is comparison, competition and a price Are you on special, reduced to clear, a bargain? No, you are NOT a marketing stall of cheap petty discounts You are NOT special. You ARE Unique. One of a kind, a grain of sand, a rain drop, a snow flake. Maybe Specially Indulged by parents who Never Say No. Who Believe their own publicity of a Wunder Child... Who sincerely and innocently believe they are above others, lack humility Are These Really Our "Special Adult Snowflakes...?" Of Now.   So dismount your...

Freedom To Be.

True vulnerability is not about showing your heart expecting that the other will hold it. True vulnerability is about showing your heart for the sake of giving space to that heart. And that’s all our Heart really longs for: it longs to be revealed, so that it is realised in the eternal truth of what it really is.  That’s where the human heart becomes a pathway, a bridge, a medium. That’s where the human heart meets the Spiritual Heart. And the true nature of the Spiritual Heart is God.  What the other will or will not do is another thing. But when they have the guts to offer the same degree of vulnerability the meeting has the potential to become immense. It creates a circuit of opening: the more you open – the more your partner opens, the more your partner opens – the more you open. The circuit spirals, ever up and ever on. Sooner or later through the opening we realise that there is no end to opening. The deeper you go the deeper you go. And through opening w...

Where Ever You Go, You Are. Stop Doing. Start Being.

Most people make the mistake of thinking about the future. They say, "In the future I'll be happy, when I get married, when I get divorced, when I find a new job, when I quit my job and do nothing. But I say to you, unless you are happy now ... there will be no happiness in the future. Every ideal condition you're looking for, you have to acquire it now. If you want peace of mind you can’t run to another country or to another city to try to find it. Peace of mind exists exactly where you are. Peace of mind is you. But you think it's something on the outside. There is a person who hates their job, and they say, "I'm going to move to Seattle. The people are nicer there. I do not seem to get along with anyone at my job. I'm unhappy here in Los Angeles." So you move to Seattle. The environment is new, everything seems to be all right. Within six months Seattle becomes Los Angeles. Same problem, different people. You've got to take ...

Life Cycle

Holy Chalice, flow fullest cups come gentle nectars, baste in this cauldron of incredible sweet mead, magic, alchemise Yours, mine, ours an always emerging drops of dew cycle as brook bubbles dams swell and river roars, grows, cracks and kisses back to deep swollen lips of Truth, Ocean shores.

Leap of Faith.

"Usually when we speak of material we have disowned and placed into the unconscious, we're referring to less-desirable experience such as fear, rage, shame, and despair. The shadow is seen as the dark repository for our so-called negative aspects, i.e. unhealthy dependency, unacknowledged narcissism, unmet hopelessness, and the looming ghosts of our unlived lives. But it is not only negative material we dissociate from. Many of us have lost the capacity to access, embody, and ... express more “positive” experiences such as contentment, pleasure, creativity, sexuality, intimacy, and aspects of our own uniqueness, especially if to do so would conflict with the psychic and collective status quo. While it is more difficult to imagine, we can also disconnect from the simple experience of joy, that spontaneous feeling of elation at being alive, a sense of our basic goodness which is not in need of improvement. For example, if our embodiment and expression of joy triggered...

Last Gasps As The Ancient Patriarch Let's Go.

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  I will leave the comfort and safety of home, And venture out into the world, Going full speed into the unknown, With my sails completely unfurled! Well, Ha ha Ho ho and Hee hee, probably the biggest thing about this week (that I didn't even say in the report!) is that the overwhelm of  TOO MUCH TOO FAST is probably gonna continue.  Have you been feeling it?  Wow!  All this expansion on so many realms in so many ways can leave us some flabbergasted at the end of the day while still not getting everything done!  Whew! If you don't know your boundaries you may find them by your body and mind JUST BURNING OUT!  It can be fun, but fun can wipe you out too.  However, I think the cosmos has it all under control and knows that we all need a big exhale (Sagittarius) after inhaling for so long (Scorpio)!  So don't keep holding your breath - let it out and let it go!  There's always more coming...

Oh The Places You'll Go...

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Burning Seed is an experimental gathering dedicated to creativity, collaboration and a cash-free community — conceived, built, run and returned to nothing again by YOU. People new to Burning Seed often assume that a Burn is like a festival — a mostly passive experience where event producers organise everything and you just need to rock up for the show. Instead, a Burn is created by its participants, not for them.  There ain't no fancy-pants production company curating from up on high or digging our ditches down below. There are no sugar-daddy sponsors, advertisers or stalls either. There is only you + me and a gifting economy. Together, we pool our resources, skills, ideas and imagination to create the funding, the city, the entertainment and the experience itself. It's a week filled with art , Theme Camps , gifting , performances, crewing , music, fire and more. We also take care of our day-to-day needs and the environment , while we're there and when we ...

Clarity. In Perspective.

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From The Beginning/ And No Thing Has Changed, except It All Has.... The Veils, The Four, Real, A True Lived Experience You Are, Still So Deserving of The Life Worth Living Txx Thank you #KTNL

Feeling With Faith

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Open, Feel Into The Infinite Night   Believers open their minds to the truth on condition that it fits in with their preconceived ideas and wishes.   Faith, on the other hand, is an unreserved opening of the mind to the truth, whatever it may turn out to be.   Feeling, on the best other hand... is allowing the heart and bodies wisdom to flow freely, intuitively shape shifting to wherever The Truth of Home is in each bare moment. Come with me, feel into this Light Dance of Life       Long Night of Light Movement  Attunes To Life's Beauty As warm summer heat rises and flows Radiant star palettes feel her sway This Cosmos Needs Nothing to shine on and share infinite Happy. Sips, Sun Sets, Food, friends and fun The Music, Night Muse Creative, aligned Life Lovers Feel Freedom, Abundant Gifts of Alive Air...

Lakes, Oceans, Mountains and Islands

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That is what I know to be truth.     By laws of physics, the vastness of lack must ultimately be balanced out by abundance.

Kiss The Earth ~ Just Breathe

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  Freedom ~ Presence ~ Breath

In Being No Thing, There Is Every Thing.

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    “It is not your passing thoughts or brilliant ideas so much as your plain everyday habits that control your life.... Live simply.   Don’t get caught in the machine of the world— it is too exacting.   By the time you get what you are seeking your nerves are gone, the heart is damaged, and the bones are aching.   Resolve to develop your spiritual powers more earnestly from now on.   Learn the art of right living.   If you have joy you have everything,s o learn to be glad and contented....   Have happiness now.”~   Paramahansa Yogananda

Vulnerability is Wildly Authentic.

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"There may be anger, sadness or repressed feelings coming up right now. Let it rise & be discharged from your body. Even if it may feel intense, those are only old feelings/energies/traumas showing up to be released.   Energies come and go in waves right now, the old & the new may get mixed up in your emotions and thoughts. It could feel confusing at times but it will pass. Stay aligned with what’s true & what feels right for you. Your power lies in staying in your lane while things shift and readjust around.   This may not be a time to start something big and new.   Keep showing up as you are and for your own highest good, knowing that life is continuously responding to the new aspects of your frequency"   thank you Sophie Gregorie Janis Knows...     True love requires vulnerability. True vulnerability means to feel and allow everything within yourself, especially where it feels so uncomfortable or...

Simple, Easy, Flow.

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  There is such a tremendous power in never holding back. This is where we reveal our splendour, through our most vulnerable selves. It’s about committing to your thread and staying with it, until the end. Don’t just drop off half way. Keep on. Until it feels excruciatingly vulnerable. ... And then keep on keeping on. When we give all we have moment by moment, it’s not that we get the favour back. We get the world back. We get to experience pure love. And then I find myself holding a friend’s hands and crying together, just because we love so much. And this is worth everything. It’s the depth of connection that I deserve.   This is where I meet them and God.   Some people on this planet may try to make you seem like you are hard to love. They may say that you are impossible, that you feel too deeply or that you are simply too much. The truth is, you are not hard to love.   Their wounds make it impossibl...

Thank You Luna Wisdoms

Full Moon rising in Gemini on November 22nd/23, 2018 As we emerge out of Scorpio’s deep well of emotional memories, we can release them to burn up in the Phoenix’s flames. As Scorpio’s emotionally instinctive Snake transforms into the Eagle’s insight, there is a sudden burst of awareness as the Phoenix rises from the ashes of these transformations. The fire sign Sagittarius follows the watery sign of Scorpio. Out of the dark depths comes enlightenment. We’ll especially feel this change now that Jupiter has left Scorpio and entered Sagittarius. Jupiter in Scorpio expanded our vision so we could see our shadows — both personally and collectively. In Sagittarius, he can help us find our truth now that we’ve released the old wounds that taught us our life lessons…” This Gemini Full Moon’s energy belongs to Jupiter, so it can feel very expansive and energizing. Both Gemini and Sagittarius have fun energy — energies that are curious and expansive, social and physical, mental and philo...