PABATAI
Some people call you arrogant and disrespectful when you are simply focused on your own life. Their energy may feel entitled or enmeshed or enabling because they have not yet realised their own priorities, their own individuation and are still seeking, or clinging to, external validations. They may still have a deeper inner realisation to meet.
Listen to them, have compassion for any attachments and projections that still need to be expressed as an expression of a dis integrated ego.
Listen, create and hold a safe receptive space, witness, observe but NOT absorb.
Listen and simply Let them Be.
Let any bound up stale, stuck, repetitive depressive energy be released.
Listen to them and let any bound up anxious energy to control the never to arrive future, simply be. Simply observe and listen, let them be and do not absorb.
Once the moment to moment energy is released and "exhausted", Let that moment go.
Listen, Let them be then let "them" go. (any energetic mind "splits" and self labelled mind projections or attachments)
Who are YOU before The World Told You Who To Be?
Drop all that you are not and what remains?
We are all just walking each other home as we let go more and more mind attachments go. AS we let all that is NOT simple, common, ordinary and everywhere, GO. AS we let any sullied, impure, stuck, stale projecting and attached energy go. As we dive deeper and release and realise more, on an ever deepening, subtle and freshly nuanced next level, what is actually The One Rock Solid Reality of our own unwavering core essence?
Our One Simple True Nature. Our own.
Our One Common True Nature. Our own.
Our One Ordinary True Nature. Our own.
The ONE collective consciousness that is everywhere.
This realisation of Our Own One unchanging, ever present consciousness, is ever so simple and spontaneous, it is immediate.
There is NO waiting. Attached.
There is NO ritual. Attached.
There is NO belief. Attached.
There is simply present moment connection, NOT stale, stuck, projection or memory of any attachments.
Wholeness is Not complex,
Totally Not convoluted,
Wholly Not mind attached,
Simply Not mind split,
Absolutely Not mind stuck,
True Nature is Not mind labelled,
Universal Consciousness is Not hiding,
we are all simply walking each other home.
Simply Listen, accept NOT agree, witness and wonder and be in awe more.
Remain connected firmly, with boundaries, kindly and compassionately as a heart to heart resonance, BUT do not attach and enmesh and enable others by thinking you are entitled to drain another's energy, to quell any remaining deficits of self knowledge or fill up any remaining hidden or self ignorant leaks of your own still far from home True Nature.
That is why we drop all that we are not.
Get rid of the fear, have more courage, apply your self to REALLY realising who you REALLY are without all the nosy, noisy people pleasing attachments, without all the insipid, vacuuos perfectionism, without all the fake far from home empathy of procrastination,
A whole (real? authentic? complete? naturally wild?) creature does NOT come FOR love.
Possibly a creature still trying hard to fill an incomplete fractured, energetically leaky and still self ignorant bottomless void.
Possibly a creature who is still scared or still scarred or fetid or feral and "tamely domesticated" and caged and conditioned and trapped in cultural or societal conditioning.
Possibly a still scared or fractured split minded attached creature, still trying hard to control a never to arrive future, still coming from a deficit of self love and a deficit of self care and an ignorant lack of self knowledge, aka "consciousness".
Who are YOU before The World or mummy and daddy and siblings and school and church and media and The Boss and "society" TOLD ewe to Be?
Isn't THAT interesting as we reveal and release more of those "hidden" (or unconscious) attachments... all those attachments that we really are NOT...
ONE totally aware CREATURE comes WHOLLY and HOLY from love.
One whole creature in ONE creation.
One full overflowing enough is enough creature, ONE fully re integrated ego. (not a nosy noisy wah wah leaky and fractured and attached mind THINKING, controlling, unlistening, ungracious, competitive, compare, contest, control, win at all costs, attached to insecure baseless, wishy washy, scared, scarred projections... those who are yet to realise who they REALLY are before the world told them who to Be...)
Simple, Common, Ordinary, Everywhere is CONSCIOUSNESS.
One CREATURE, not above NOR below, ONE creature who is rock solid, ONE creature who is unwavering, consistent, unadulterated, pure and simple, heart and soul connected NOT mind attached, ONE creature who is self realised and simply True Natured, One beauty full, awe some, CREATURE who is simply, ordinary, common and everywhere ONE bright shining light of simple, visible, tall, erect, light house, repeating, on point, not running around looking for lost souls to save or preach to or not looking for attached leaky relation "ships" to sign up and suck on to to save with rituals and practices and our one good story book is The One Way to salvation some time in a nebulous never to arrive woo woo fantasy land FUTURE if you sign here on the depressive extractive dotted line of church tithes and tight busyness or mass media selling you a limited packaged marketing perspective of brainless infotainment or vapid entertainment or absolute "news" fear mongering bullshit or the weed high disassociated woo woo yogi or the suck hold social media "influencer" who sells what? or the drunken sailor root rat celebrity or the anxiety inducing woo woo from the sales and marketing snake oiled shiny bauble goo roo.
WTF? is most of that crap? Really?
DYOR, go direct to source. And who is The One Source you need to shake hands with? Your own True Nature, simple, common, ordinary, everywhere, that's who you need to get totally, wholly, completely intimate with, BEFORE the world told you who to be... or before you run around leaking toxic projections all over the place like acid drops and polluted air and lost in living lush losers spreading fetid feral noisy nosy insecure honest stoner honest drunken wah wah, THINKING you know someone better than they already realise Their Own True Nature.
One Whole, Total, Absolutely rock solid unwavering Re INtegrated Consciousness re introduces YOU to Your Own Original Seed Syllable as conceived, of YOUR own unadulterated True Nature, ONE creature in ONE creation.
Many busily lost in living, competing, comparing, contesting, controlling in a firmly fixated, external attached life simply can't be simple. They are already so conditioned and attached and stuck on and staid with boring routines and get me through with one happy hour rituals or on the mat practices or someone else's marketing woo woo or manufactured woo woo or woo woo media manipulations, or woo woo preacher or woo woo mansplaining or woo woo of the ascended reiki magical mush and are too afraid to go there.
Go where? To go HOME.
Where there are NO more mind attachments, stuck THINKING you know...
One consciousness is whole,
One consciousness is total,
that is your Real True Nature.
So what's stopping the connection to that ONE?
You are!
By attaching to and believing all that you are not... memories and stories and wounds and fractures and compete and compare and perfectionism and people pleasing and procrastination and fake empathy off with the all FOR love weed smokin' tightly tethered high as kite suck hold run a way scared anxious a dolt essence baby bottle attached happy hour mind fractures with alcohol, checked out, mind split mind labelled, mind attachecd media wah wah depressive beliefs from society church school preachers and teachers and so called "goo roos"... who don't even yet know who THEY really are... hahaha HA so don't make me spit my coffee out... why would you follow the herd the lost little flockers and bleat bleat bleat in an unchained gate, wide open paddock... there are NO limits when YOU know your Own True Nature... stop playing small, stop attaching to mummsy and daddsy and The sibling baby bottle and the apron strings and the societal boss hog and attaching to a mind split energetically leaky project and calling it a "partner"
You can’t please the whole world, and NOR should you even TRY, especially for those who gave up on them self. And took the easy dumb and dumber route of comply, follow, compete, compare, control and force fully win at life and dominate. Do whatever It takes takes takes to have more toys in da attached dummy cot, more attached adolescent alcohol mind altering baby bottles, more self knotted apron strings of stress and worry and dis ease in the next loopy loop merry go round circus act of attached mind split mind, fractured mind, externally expert labelled mind... people pleasing mind, perfectionist mind, procrastinating mind, empathetic leaky NO boundaries NO preferences MIND and wonder why all those attachments do not bring ever lasting happiness NOR peace... #DYOR doofus, drop all that YOU are not... stop being subjected to relativity... aka an external imposed faslsity... be ever so simple see? Be you 100%, NOT 99 and three quarter... drop even that last 0.25% because That is Where The True Pure Base Is... the exponential tip of the One absolute True Nature... of One fully re integrated whole circle... not even a minor leaky crack left.
The Light Is Now in This One Moment Already wholly WITHIN
AND you now simply radiate that truth, firmly from an unwavering consistent love and an open hearted connection,
NOT for a floozy fake empath doofus facade, all for puppy love and split people pleasing mind attachments...
So simply return to bed rock,
return to simple basics,
be unwavering,
be unadulterated,
be pure n simple,
fully as ONE connected innocent joy,
totally as an impish weird wacky mischief of ONE simple ordinary common everywhere CONSCIOUSNESS...
it's ever so easy to Be THAT,
once any remaining ignorance of True Nature is removed,
and thats why complex, convoluted, anxiously attached, depressive staid stuck projecting minds find it so hard...
to be simple...
to be them SELF, without attachments...
or those who are still scared or scarred
or still attached, hanging on tightly to their fractured minds of external labels
or are simply not interested,
not capable or able,
too comfortable in a loopy loop crisis to crisis, drama to drama, chaos to chaos energy, they do not yet FEEL the realisation that LIFE does NOT have to be that never ending loopy loop ignorant battle.
too busy and projecting and controlling and a noisy nosy bypassing ignorance of Their Own True Nature, '
to even BEGIN to realise Their Own (UNADULTERATED ~ PURE n SIMPLE)
OWN True Nature.
Once you abide unwaveringly in your own Simple True Nature, the more you trigger people who are still lost in living a complex convoluted external lie.
Consciousness TRIGGERS darkness.
Consciousness TRIGGERS ignorance.
Consciousness TRIGGERS lost in living a lie.
That’s the cost of CONSCIOUSNESS,
also known as common sense.
That's the cost of CONSCIOUSNESS,
moment to moment awareness of ONE creature in ONE creation.
That's the cost of CONSCIOUSNESS,
triggering those who attach to THINKING they know... attached to ONE good book and happy clapping, earnestly hoping and praying that they may ONE DAY in an anxious never to arrive business model future, start living...
Those Ignorant of True Nature may even call you weird or crazy,
then they may take better notice and copy you or compete with you or try to control The Marketing Agenda and sales of celebrity woo woo goo roo and attached mass media news and celebrity and excessive consumerism and labelled material commercialism and Being sold shallow plastic addictive space cadets and wah wah less than relative attached BULLSHIT
Hahha being misunderstood is my super power.
I love it now when the red mist glaze goes over, the darkness behind the eyes you are looking into stares back vapidly, the realisation that they have GOT no fucking grounded, centred aligned and kind clue who they are, yet, and that's OK, more than OK, because IF they realise, they too can drop all that they are NOT and come home to True Nature, their own, when ever ready.
Or they can continue to live the comfortable lie.
Being misunderstood used to crush my spirit. Like when I was 6 and told the "teacher" (the distributer of dis ease, the low paid clerk of spoon feeding a societally mandated curriculum BS)
Met with Kindness and Compassion of course, but Ms Garvey had NFI about consciousness (or learning) and did her level best to follow oredrs and flock us, to herd us, to pen us.
Ms Garvey needed to be shown.
Futility of conditioning, to be "educated" to white mans grand poobah ways, imposed from above, extrinsic edumacated curriculum ways... what to pass a test? get a societal tick of approval? get a "pen" license... FFS...
Ms Garvey left the little box of "educated teaching" at the end of that year 1970... and probably started learning, for life. Hope She's Had A Beauty Full Life Too. I Realised from then on, I have.
I am weird,
I am me,
strong self assured agile, gentle, fluid boundaries of Life Long Learning.
You treat me like the insecure, depressive, anxious, unkind ungraccious projecting unconscious asshole YOU are, I return serve. With interested interest.
Not to teach you a lesson, BUT to remind me of who I am. To remind me of my own core values of how I was brought up by parents with integrity, kindness and wonder (and take NO SHIT) as their core values. The fruit don't fall far from The Tree.
Not here to be liked, here to be real, also since 1970.
So as I show up as a wholesome ball of fiery light and liquid love, no matter how I’m received.
Don't ever mistake kindness for weakness.
Don't ever mistake CONSCIOUSNESS for putting up with less than you deserve.
Don't ever mistake an attached addicted ditzy doozy bottle blond, parental accident of born external beauty, but dumb as fuck, blind leading the blind and following loudest bleating well shorned fleeced sheep as CONSCIOUSNESS.
No no No beware the metaphorical over sharing scared as FUCK leaky loose no morals no values no centred grounded ethical integrity.
Beware those golden fleeces, beware those golden diggers, beware those attached blood suckers, the leeches, the limpets, the mosquitoes, the snakes, doing what ever It Takes Takes Takes when they still do not realise who or what they really are...
"Pay Attention
Be Astonished
Tell About It..."
Mary Oliver Knows True Nature.
