DTW - DAY 14

Trauma or True? 

Transformation Is Healing Consciousness. 

People Are Unique, 

Not Separate, Not Special, Not Superior Nor Comparable. 

Self Knowledge@atmavidya is The Return To YOUR Unique Wholeness, 

Your Birth Rite, Your Blue Print Your Whole True Self.

This, Your Self , Your Own Knowledge of The Whole Self is

The Simplest, Most Ordinary and Common Thing On Earth.

It Is The True You, The Real You, The You

Before The Unconscious "Terms & Conditions" 

Were Imposed or Inherited or Inflicted.

Self Knowledge Is You Stripped Bare, All Pretense Lifted, All Veils Lifted, 

Self Knowledge Is The Return Journey To Who You Have Always Been.

Self Knowledge is Simple, Common, Ordinary and The Easiest Thing On Earth. 

So Choose To Do The Inner Work To Remove Any Remaining Layers of Who You Are Not.

The Real You Is Always Present, The True You Is Never Absent.

You Can NEVER Be Higher Than Your True Self

Wherever You Go, you are.

No Matter How Hard You Try To Out Run Your Self

No Matter how hard You Try to Get Higher Than Your Self 

with habitual addiction or spiritual by pass or magical THINKING

it is ALWAYS You who still arrive.

Only YOU have to realize that or have it pointed out to you. 

You Can Not Out Ascend Your Self 

or Try Hard to Be Someone OTHER than Your True Self

It is in all ways YOU who arrives.

So STOP trying so hard to do something that is NOT YOU. 

No Matter How Ascended and Enlightened and Awake You THINK You Are

You ALREADY are present, whole and holy and already divine.

It is only ignorance of The True Self, 

Any remaining ignorant Habits and damaging victim patterns that prevent You 

seeing YOU clearly, seeing YOU simply and seeing YOU directly. 

Without The inflicted, inherited, inter generational UNCONSCIOUS 

attachments of "terms & conditions" that you may have picked up 

along the journey so far.

Only you can choose to BE response able, and responsible. 

And choose To Reveal, Peel and Feel and Then Be The Inner Real You.

Yes, there is a difference. 

Be ABLE to respond consciously, by choice, 

Be ABLE to respond calmly, by choice, 

Be ABLE to respond by conscious choice with infinite inner space and grounded grace, 

BE ABLE to BE THE TRUE YOU (whole and grounded) 

no matter what life (or unconscious assholes) 

throw at you. 

You maintain your wholeness (not perfection) NO MATTER WHAT.

This ABILITY TO consciously CHOOSE to RESPOND 

(not unconsciously get triggered and reactionary a bout something YOU 

are patently NOT)

Whereas to BE responsible is to accept accountability.

For YOUR choices and priorities in life.

It is your whole life FULLY.

Don't expect anyone else to come save your grown ass adult self. 

Don't expect anyone else to do YOUR inner healing work, 

your inner reflection and contemplative responsible ownership of YOUR shit. 

Only YOU need to accept that grounded reality (accountability/responsibility) 

of YOU are THE ONE 

you are looking for...

The True Self Is Always Present. 

The True Self is never absent. 

How can you ever be separate from SELF? 

Your True Nature is NOT A Try Hard.

Your WHOLE Self is right there, right there at The Tip of Your Nose. 

The TRUE SELF Hiding in PLAIN sight... 

until you realize THAT TRUTH for your self you will continue to chase tail.

Your own.

Why do that circular run around town?

looking, looking, looking EVERYWHERE 

(when YOUR TRUE NATURE is already right here, on the tip of your knows...) 

why wear your self out going in hamster wheel circles?

why wear your self out seeking more and more "healing"? 

why get exhaustipated (exhausted AND constipated...) 

trying hard to budge something which can already be flowing freely...

Your OWN TRUE NATURE

(when YOU choose) 

Stop

flapping your wings, getting nowhere, 

Stop

getting locked in new age cages, which you already have the key to, 

Stop

trying so HARD to DO something you have unconsciously been sold, told or molded 

which is NOT you? 

Ya only gunna get worn out and dizzy of you keep chasing THAT tail...

Your true self is already

Simple, Common, Grounded and Everywhere. 

Only dis integrated ego's THINK they (or you) are extraordinary.

How can YOU BE extra ON TOP of whole? 

Yes you are SIMPLY ORDINARY (which is more than enough) 

 it is only the dis integrated ego, the fractured ego, the incomplete ego 

that is still selling, telling and yelling and TRYING hard to heal YOU

 that outa control dis integrated ego NEEDS to be considered Extra ordinary 

or special or separate or enlightened or believe they have "ascended" somewhere mystical

How friggin' HILARIOUS... 

Trying that hard will get you even more bogged down

that level of try hard will only see immense suffering continue as your fake self 

(the facade of a try hard dis integrated ego, still lost and aimless and doing endless loopy loops) 

a dis integrated ego will bounce from crisis to crisis, drama to drama, 

addiction to addiction, partner to partner and fake self to faker self.

How. Extremely. Over. Whelming and Tiring. 

Just. Stop. It. 

Only You MAY need THE True self pointed out To You. 

Fantastic, listen to someone who already knows them self, grounded and whole, 

and how to take or show or lead you there. 

If you ask and are receptive and are ready to embark on a whole simple and deeply profound 

return journey BACK TO YOUR birth rite. 

Only YOU can choose when YOU surrender to YOUR trye self... 

So slow down internally, get still, get real, reflect, meditate, contemplate

drop the dross, piss off the drug addled addictions, the gambling with life, the blaming others, 

let go the gormless small minded gossips and good for nothing high school gold diggers, 

instead prioritize letting grace find you, instead do the inner work, 

instead take NO SHIT, especially your own repetitive avoidance patterns 

instead heal your own consciousness, let go of fixed firm dogmatic beliefs that no longer serve

and expand any small minded limited lived perspectives and experience 

Be all of The Above The Best You Can, calmy, gently, ease and grace, 

Be self compassionate, 

be gentle on YOUR self whilst slowly BEING the delayering, 

enjoy the newly created fresh inner space and 

do not be in a hurry to fill in YOUR nascent inner space with extra ordinary 

more layers of different MATERIAL BULLSHIT.

Instead

strip back any facades of ignorance that prevents YOU Being

more whole and more human and more humane and more humble and 

always KIND KIND KIND.

(despite hanging onto YOUR excuses and victim stories of living such an extra ordinary 

and especially unconsciously busy and UNREAL and addictive to BS small story life...)

You already ARE the infinite you already ARE whole, you already ARE so fucking divine, 

and THAT step of acceptance, that dropping and stopping The Ignorance

is so so easy to realize 

when (or if) you have the inner capacity and space and grace 

and YOU may choose... 

To simply BE you... 

Only YOU may choose to ACCEPT that absolute reality. 

(only when YOU are ready and NOT before)

Do NOT Listen To Healers and Sellers and Yellers and Tellers

who THINK THEY know you better Than You Know Your True Self. 

Any wounded chirons projecting a still fractured, still dis integrated ego 

by thinking (and selling and telling and yelling with REASONS) 

that they know YOUR answers better than YOU do... 

How Ridiculous! 

Don't sell your self out rock stars!

Don't succumb to sad sack sales that are predicated on you remaining fractured 

or still needing a "self help" section in YOUR bookshelf 

or in need of "healing" because it fills their coffers with prophets and profits... 

Only YOU Can Accept and Welcome YOUR WHOLE Self Home

on YOUR priorities.

You may ask for multiple reminders and THAT is more than Ok.

We all may require reminders or guidance or assistance and 

to share and commune in community from a space of abundance, 

not deficit.

From LOVE not FOR LOVE

Beware The Wounded Chiron. Beware Red Flags, Beware Shonky Snake Oilers. 

Choose Your Energy "Healers" discerningly. 

Aligned and Kind, Open and Potent.

Rest, restore, reflect and rise.

Repeat. 

Return To Centre, 

explore and expand 

The Edges. 

Repeat as often as necessary, 

maybe more on Sundays. 

breathe, relax, nothing is under control, 

Pebble Pond Ripple Simple.

Let go of THE good and 

Pay The GREAT shift forward. 

Know WHO you are

Know what you don't want

Know what you deserve

and

DO NOT SETTLE FOR LESS.

The challenge is being simple simple simple

and getting rid of the unnecessary 

so stop The Busy Inner Bullshit

Boundaries, 

DO NOT leave home without them...

watch where you leak energy and get depleted.. 

Be consciously aware of more and more as you create more inner space

That choice, that priority, is fine and wonderful and joyous.

You DO NOT have to go there, 

no one is forcing you to grow, no one is telling you to grow, 

no one should be selling you your free birth rite either

if you choose to be busy, if that is your choice, fine!

just don't then do the moaning victim, whine about being so so busy.

Your choice, your life, your way

"You can't eat your cookie and keep it too"

(thank you ancient Swedish Proverb) 

Sure, seek assistance of aligned energies BUT do not roll over and merge.

Do not enmesh, do not enable, do not people please, 

remain sovereign remain inter dependent remain whole, not perfect

Stay energetically in your own lane, 

do NOT become co-dependent. 

Absolutely thank the earnest helpers, they are SO needed for those who choose to do that route.

Nod, agree, smile gently and definitely THANK those who come to assist your healing, 

Gracefully, gratefully accept and ask for help IF YOU become stuck and choose It.

Listen to all as everyone IS our teacher.

Everyone has got something to teach us once we drop the desire for certainty.

Once we realize NOTHING is under control.

Once we realize nothing is permanent or real, except the true self. 

THAT consciousness will go on and on and on, infinitely, eternally. 

So 

Do listen to all, 

Be respectful, be humble, be real, be whole, 

love all absolutely, 

trust your self and know you can handle whatever your choices lead to.

"I Got My Own Back" said Maya Angelou. 

Wise Lady That. 

Once you also have your own back, 

CONTINUE TO BE whoever and whatever The Whole You really is

who intuitively already knows WHO YOU ARE. 

already whole so

get Outa Your Own Way and Be It, live it, love it. 

Laugh more, loudly, why so serious, unless it is... 

Keep It Seriously, Sensually Simple

KISSS life and it KISSS you back. 

Because YOU already are that. 

and more ordinary than that you don't wanna do... 

Whole and complete ONCE you listen and see and receive the whole YOU 

by surrender To YOU.

not surrender to an "other"

not blame of finger point at an "other"

not whine and whinge and complain by victim blaming and shaming all those "others" 

Instead hold The Clear Clean Mirror Up To Your True Self

Go Within, Explore More, Subtle, Nuanced, Still, Silent, 

Naturally Reconnected With YOUR Own Infinite Wild Inner Energy. 

No More Excuses, No More Triggers and Unconscious Reactions, 

No More Sad Sack Bullshit Stories

spoken by your false self to and about the fake self. 

Get Rid of THAT baggage fercrisissake... 

drop that dross, ditch the drama, calm your boobies, 

welcome HOME to your whole TRUE self whenever you CHOOSE

to Feel and See and Listen To Reality. 

Which IS already YOU.

That IS atma vidya, this is Self Knowledge 

this world's simplest teaching is beyond mere intellect or the mind

Self Knowledge is Humanities 5000 year FREE gift To The Self 

Your BIRTH rite of Your Own True Nature. 

Get On It Thrill Seekers, It's Good Gear, 

Love for no reason, bliss for no reason, happiness for no reason, 

Welcome Home.

To You, 

(once YOU dare to dive that deep into The True SELF and 

ditch The Group Think, drop The Noisy Crowded Over Thinkers)

The Truest Most Beautiful True Nature On Earth. 

(Which we all are, already)

Which IS LOVE, BLISS and Happiness

always present, never absent. 

FOR NO REASON.